Thursday, April 24, 2008

Big Mistake

Wow! Talk about your bad mistakes! I think I really messed up here, seriously. I can’t believe I put a picture of King George on my BLOG site. What was I thinking? OMG!!!!! Now every time I pull up my page I have to see his face. I get sick to my stomach and lose any and all chance of writing anything decent, because all of my creativity is instantly sucked from my being. WTF!

I think I may have to delete the picture. I am completely serious. I don’t think I can take it much longer. I actually told myself, “It’ll be ok, it will only be visible until you write your next post, as long as you don’t scroll down; and after a few more posts it will be sent to the archive where you never have to look at it again.” I really did say this to myself. But, despite the reassurance I find myself sickened at the mere knowledge that it’s there and the impression is now burned into my brain. What’s a poor girl to do?

I hate to eliminate a portion of the BLOG that was honestly put there to make a point, but….I don’t know, I guess I’ll try to keep my dinner down for a few more days and hopefully allow it to pass into archive land. This is tougher than giving up crack, though. I just want everyone to know the lengths I’m willing to go to in order to provide a full layout of my thought process. I wouldn’t do this for just anyone.

That said, I’m going to post this and then go to bed. I need to get up early(er) and I have a full day ahead of me. What else is new, right? Ok then, I’m not putting up a picture tonight. I want to try and erase any and all images from my mind; at least for the present time. God, please don’t let me dream tonight. It might be more than I can take.


Charmi said...

Why do you think I have so many flower/nature pictures?!!!

maeve63 said...

Obviously, because you’re much smarter than me :)

Charmi said...

Funny! Have you heard anything from the Audubon yet? Spring is really here.

maeve63 said...

I received a call back from someone in the office who gave me a different person to contact. I tried to call her yesterday, left a message, but I haven't heard back from her yet. If I can't get in touch with her today I'll call the office back. Everything that has been said to me indicates that we have no problem using the area. The problem is getting into's like no one knows where the key is. I don't know, somebody has to have it they do monthly clean ups there. I think we can plan on it. I'll stay on top of things (I'll be relentless).